i'm a cinnamon bun with creamy glaze on my cover, but under my delicious coating there's a beast of a person with ripped abs that you could grate cheese off of (which i do... awks*) and arms that you could pop bottle caps off of, not to mention i'm incredibly good looking, smart, funny, like you name it i got it
so my brother only has one eye and one time in art class the teacher said “draw your neighbors eye” so he took his fake eye out and sat it on the girls desk that was sitting next to him and she screamed and started crying
However, if your drawing is worse than your standard; then you need other’s advice or learn from other’s drawing.
Moreover, you will never reach your own standard until you die. Is it despair? No, it means you will have endless exciting adventures. The real despair is when you’re too perfect that you don’t know what to do. Enjoy your endless trip to be ‘almost’ perfect.
Last week on February 17th on family day I closed the chapter in my life, my mom died. She was my greatest friend, the person I could always talk to and my number 1 fan through everything. In my life I didnt have aunts, uncles, my father , brothers and sisters because my mom was in a 17 year fight with them and I didn’t have them in my life, I didn’t have anywhere to run when I got angry at my mom, I didn’t have anyone but my mom. She was my best friend, my mom, father, aunts, uncles, cousins, and silblings, she was my entire family my entire life and now she’s gone. She worked 3 jobs sometimes so that I would have food to eat at three different bars. Living with others and friends all the time, or apartments. The thing is she always gave her heart to others and if someone needed a place to stay she would give up her bed, if someone need 5 bucks she would give her last 5 bucks to them, buy someone a slice a pizza, or even just talk to them. I am going to miss her beyond the inability to breath right now. I will forever miss her, and love her. She was my life, and I was hers. I hope I make you proud mom, I hope I make you proud…I love you!
«Until we have met the monsters in ourselves, we keep trying to slay them in the outer world. And we find that we cannot. For all darkness in the world stems from darkness in the heart. And it is there that we must do our work.»